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Marius Budu  

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  • Deviant since Jul 22, 2003, 10:27 AM
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What are we Fighting For?From my morning post I spied,  A man I knew but now had died.  I ran to him and then I cried,  For his soul, I knew, was now untied.   
And then at once it came to me,  The harshness of reality.  What I am and what I see,  Isn't how it was meant to be.   
I cursed the world and this petty war,  And then with one almighty roar.  I threw my gun onto the floor,  And asked "What are we fighting for?"   
For even when the soldier prays,  His soul still from his body strays.  Death walks with us in these dark days,  For the reaper comes in many ways. What are we Fighting For?
by ~Valdonis
The SilenceSlow dancing though the world I once knew,  Trying much too hard to track down all that once was me.  Tripping down the faerie tale lane that I used to know so well.  
Let the dreams take me where they will after all that's been.  Never a matter of when, but where.  Let that which you are carry me away into what's been so wholly lost.  See the world through blinded eyes.  Know there's no stopping the spinning alleyways.  There's nothing like you.  There's nothing like me and you.  I forget the will to care, the will to stand before it all comes down.  Never an emotion for taste.  Wri The Silence
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with every grain of sand I die a little...

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 6, 2004, 3:50 PM
Been going down
this poorly lit, winding path
Passing by shadows of moments lost
wondering if they still know my face

Sewing the seeds of alienating lies
never quite shrouded by the clouds I brought along
Slowly tearing another layer
off my perpetually dying shell...

Another castle, chapter two,
the book seems to only change its cover.
I fall and stumble on my own guilt
Never quite could be like them

A cold wave of solitude engulfs me
and the thousands of smiles are still the same.
This line I wasn't meant to cross
has long been lost beneath the dust

Not a mere mask, but a new world
with each passing cage that I meet
Create, divert and sin
but never tell the truth

Longing for that moment described
in the parchments of old
Never quite reaching a glimmer
of that which I hold true...

Another step, another thorn -
these moments are forever lost.
A frozen touch upon my spine
seem to consume this soul of mine...

And from the mightiest emperor
I turn to dust once more...


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Marius...
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Devious Information

  • Current Residence: Toronto, Canada
  • Interests: Art, photography, poetry, humanity
  • Favourite movie: Matrix, Fight Club, American Beauty, Scent of a Woman, The Crow
  • Favourite band or musician: Tool, Tea Party, Pink Floyd, Radiohead
  • Favourite poet or writer: Jorge Luis Borges, Nietzsche
  • Favourite style or digital art: Photo Manipulation
  • Personal Quote: I don’t believe in these false gods you have contrived
  • Tools of the Trade: The initial tool: Imagination. And result of reality: my Insanity

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~ashwhinny:iconashwhinny: Jun 14, 2007, 6:41:41 AM
wow .again i am inspired , ive added this account to my watch too . I find your writing stretches my mind and concept s. it gives me cause to ponder , to look at things in new ways and create new thought patterns .How exciting and enlivening that is:D :hug:

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Once someone touches your heart, the fingerprints will last forever...:cuddle:
~virginsuicide123:iconvirginsuicide123: Jan 8, 2006, 4:50:56 PM
you amaze me twice now...

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"The ongoing WOW is happening right NOW"

My ALTER EGO ~ishq
My Dark Sanctuary ~Damaged-Inc~unleashed~Dark-Asphyxiation~claustrophobic
*metalmistress:iconmetalmistress: Dec 21, 2004, 9:44:27 PM
:snowflake: MERRY :santa: CHRISTMAS :snowflake:



get down with jesus. :giggle:
`demonlight:icondemonlight: Nov 8, 2004, 9:55:33 AM
'Ello. I classify you as a literary deviant. As such, you qualify for a watch, as long as you respond. I am trying to round up as many writers as possible, because we simply don't get enough recognition. So we will have to give each other recognition instead. So if you comment me, I'll do the same for you. I make it a matter of pride to leave in depth critiques, and value my DevFriends.

What do you think?

(please note that I am away this week - so it might be a little while before I get back to you)

PS, If you take me up on this offer, take a look at my journals. Your existential arguments kind of corroborate mine. Nothing is truly original.

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Deconstructuralist.
~Laced-Lenore:iconLaced-Lenore: Oct 28, 2004, 7:06:29 AM
Free falling into the playground of your mind.
Deviant watching your words...

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:blackrose:—¤÷( ...A crescendo of passion bleeding... )÷¤—:blackrose:
~54b:icon54b: Sep 3, 2004, 3:27:10 AM
Hey, You're a friend of Metaphysicals. I grew up with, and just wanted you to know I find your revelations intruiging.
~jphnx22:iconjphnx22: Aug 11, 2004, 11:09:26 PM
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Marius Budu
is an Emotional Poet
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is a deviant since Jul 22, 2003, 12:27 PM
has 2,000 pageviews
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last visited 5w 6d 8h 59m 25s ago
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~brassshadow:iconbrassshadow: Jul 30, 2004, 8:16:03 AM
Hey how are things going, been away from deviant art for a while so I just thought I would drop a line.

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DA's founders: °jark :jarklarge:, °matteo :matteo:

The only shooting I do is with my camera,
The only hunting I do is for the right image.
=olieviya:iconolieviya: Jun 15, 2004, 12:57:00 AM
Long time no see.
:wave:

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I sometimes feel like dA is pure shite, then I see some people's stuff and think: There will always be good stuff and there will always be subculture narcissists photoshopping themselves to oblivion. So I take it as it is, and I enjoy it.
~MagicalDeviantJew64:iconMagicalDeviantJew64: Jun 13, 2004, 9:59:27 PM
Thank you, darling, for the favorite on "In My Basement." I shall return to your site soon. :-)

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Vi posso portare qualcosa da bere?

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Rocky Horror Picture Show cult...
~pandamalpirate:iconpandamalpirate: Jun 6, 2004, 2:47:07 PM
wow. not only do you do amazing art... but you write.... :hump: :P

~watch

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~everlyric:iconeverlyric: May 31, 2004, 8:02:15 PM
finally something that's a little more my area of expertise (i'm a creative writing major at the university of windsor)

As I said in a comment on one of your poems somewhere, you've mastered a great style. All your poems are very similar in style but they are done so well.

Great writing, i look forward to reading more.

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Visit my stock gallery: ~ Everstock

*So take the hourglass and turn it on its head, for when the sands are still, 'tis then you'll find me dead*
~ebontier:iconebontier: May 24, 2004, 11:30:09 PM
Random :spam: :love: for the ~watch (Heehee, :+devwatch:) :D

Just thought I'd pop in and say hi...so...HI! :wave:

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Idiot: a memeber of a large and powerful tribe whose influence in human affairs has always been dominant and controlling.
-Ambrose Bierce

~WomanlyPanther

98% of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Paste this if you like bagels.
~ashleewashere:iconashleewashere: May 15, 2004, 12:43:51 AM
Your philosphy is very insightful, gotta love the poetry and prose ;)
~ebontier:iconebontier: May 2, 2004, 8:52:40 PM
DUDE. You said Brittany Spears and I got a little scared there...lol Yeah, that's a good group of musicians you got there. Arrogant Worms are a Canadian Band. They're uber talented, and sing these songs that basically make fun of any and every thing. I'm in love. If you've got Kazaa or something, I'd suggest downloading some of their stuff...like...Jesus Brother Bob, War of 1812, Let their be Guns, Saskatchewan Pirates (one of my faves) and...History is Made by Stupid People. Just to start off with. Oh, and if you're interested to read stuff that I write, he, it's all on ~WomanlyPanther. :)

Oh yeah...you seem to like the rock/heavy metal...I highly suggest the Queen of the Damned album. It's simply amazing. My favorite CD by far.

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Idiot: a memeber of a large and powerful tribe whose influence in human affairs has always been dominant and controlling.
-Ambrose Bierce

~WomanlyPanther

98% of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Paste this if you like bagels.
~disdainfulvision:icondisdainfulvision: May 2, 2004, 9:51:51 AM
:confused: the who-what worms?

:D sowwyyy... me nat know dem.




But I do love music!!! The Tea Party, NIN, Tool, Pink Floyd, Sabbath, Radiohead, Fuel, Big Wreck, Queen, Zeppelin, Enya, Vivaldi, Bach, Chopin, Brahms, Dream Theater, Mars Volta, Skinny Puppy, Front Line Assembly, G N' R, Santana, Zero7, Rage against the Machine, RobD,

BRITNEY SPEARS... :boo:


:D OK, maybe not that last one... but I sure do love my music... I have more music than anyone I know...


:heart: Marius

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REPENT! The hour of judgement is near, and all we have percieved of 'GOD' we've miscontrued... Religion is a man-made plague.
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~ebontier:iconebontier: May 1, 2004, 10:40:58 PM
Oh yeah, I meant to ask you...do you know the Arrogant Worms? They are a truly awesome Canadian Band that I've fallen in love with...great songs, absolutly hilarious!

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Idiot: a memeber of a large and powerful tribe whose influence in human affairs has always been dominant and controlling.
-Ambrose Bierce

~WomanlyPanther

98% of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Paste this if you like bagels.
~jphnx22:iconjphnx22: May 1, 2004, 4:16:57 PM
Thanks for the devwatch and all the comments :D I'll be looking forward to hearing from you in the future.

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~coeurdufeu:iconcoeurdufeu: Apr 14, 2004, 4:28:52 PM
Just thought I'd let you know that I stopped by after *ebontier recommended that I come by and view your writing. I was very impressed.

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"We can either be good little boys and girls, go to college and get married, or...By God, we can let our demons loose and just wail on" Quentin Cassidy (fictional character) from the book Once a Runner
~ebontier:iconebontier: Apr 14, 2004, 2:48:52 PM
You are random deviant #78 on *ebontier 's Random Deviant Tour 2004!

Your stuff is...moving. I think the written arts don't get enough attention here on deviant art. Check out ~ coeurdufeu and ~basteve. :)

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Idiot: a memeber of a large and powerful tribe whose influence in human affairs has always been dominant and controlling.
-Ambrose Bierce

~WomanlyPanther

98% of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Paste this if you like bagels.
~TriksieGirl:iconTriksieGirl: Apr 6, 2004, 3:32:31 PM
Thanks for the :+devwatch: !!!

:salute:
~Coerced-Oblivion:iconCoerced-Oblivion: Apr 6, 2004, 2:51:11 AM
Your words are truly powerful. +devwatch :)
~brokenrhythm:iconbrokenrhythm: Mar 8, 2004, 8:28:22 AM
i really like your name on here.. and your id. you;ve got some really good work too :)

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"Just remember I will always love you,
Even as I tear your fucking throat away.
But it will end no other way."

But i'd trade it all
For just a little bit of
Peace of mind.
~chaoslokiart:iconchaoslokiart: Mar 5, 2004, 6:40:33 PM
Your voice resides withen the darkest reaches of all human souls.
Those too afraid to speak out for themself.
For this not only are you now on my ~ watch but provide a link to this page in my journal.
Thank you for restoring my belief that I am not alone.

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Keep staring and I might do a trick! :D
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